OMAIGAD OMAIGAD I am so excited for today's entry cuz' aaaaaaah
I am going to pursue my studies in UK. WHAT
Ok for a moment I just can't believe it, then for some moments, I feel like to pass out.
Ok ok ok ok ok ok the excitement is all over the nerves but not to forget the obligations I have to fulfill as I reach there.
First of all, alhamdulillah yes I pass my final examination with flying colours, yah I dare to say so cuz' I worked hard for this. I tried my best to get what I want though I constantly remind myself that what is yours, is yours. takdak rezeki, means you are not meant to get it.
Ok so yah. I pass my ielts examination emmm not so good, not so bad. ok la.
Band 6.5. Ok la kan ? Self study within one month. ok laaaa I am satisfied cuz' I have tried my best, and hopefully I will improve every time I communicate in English. Minimum req pun at least 6.0 every module for ACCA course kat BPP Uni. So lepas la dah hoi beban satu.
Pastuhhh sekarang I am settling those fcking uni applications.
This is the most hated part of the entry. I went to idp last week, the agent for overseas uni application nearby to british council office, bringing everything needed for the uni application and hoping that I would never come back to kl regarding this matter.
So I talked and discussed everything with the counsellor. She said they'll do everything for me and how funny cuz' the counsellor kept saying to me and my dad, "your daughter's good cuz' she has prepared everything unlike the other students, they need to come back again to settle the application"
not to blow my own trumpet, I said "well I asked my friends about this and I prepared everything so that I don't have to come back kl again" that's it. like 4 days later, she called me. I was expecting good news from her since I kept updating my email everyday, but no.
THEY CANNOT PROCEED MY APPLICATION cuz' acca is professional programme and they do not conduct any application for professional programme. like whattt ?
I asked the counsellor again, emphasizing the 'discussion' we had that day, where she said they can do everything and then she summed up 'everything' as follows,
"I am new here and my manager says we don't do application for professional programme, so you need to do by yourself.." like double triple mega WHATTT ?
The reasons I came to see an agent (in this case, idp) were,
1. I had no time to settle everything regarding uni placement cuz' I'm working person
2. my lecturer said kptm students always deal with idp to seek for overseas placement
3. Needless to say, we trusted agents more than ourselves when it comes to overseas placement.
Ok. Fine. Like she said, she's new. I can't put further blame on anyone without being irrational. In addition, I didn't have to pay anything. I almost burst out in anger that day she called me and my colleagues wanted me to calm down..... cuz' I was expecting something else to happen then urghh
Oh man, this kind of thing always happens to me. Mama selalu cakap, "kita merancang, Allah tentukan"
Guess I need to learn to accept things just the way they are. apa aku cakap ni
Ok luckily a good friend of mine sanggup membantuuu :'D thanks to farahin cuz' she offered to help me settle this since I am far miles away from kl. she went to another agent, aug. just like the other friends (ok aku sorang ja sesat pi idp....but I have my own reason why I chose idp *see above*)
I decided to apply for platinum status tuition provider, BPP uni (birmingham campus) and birmingham city uni (bcu) gak idk in case tak dapat apa tp tu la bcu is not under top 50 unis yg mara listed. we'll wait and see..... I hope March will bring good news for me.
Hmm setakat ni ja la leh update. tunggu offer from university is an agony.
p/s: Oh kerja eh ? So far so good. but yeah I'd like to try new things rather than doing the same things everyday. this matter kena bring up to boss la aaaa ketaq ah jumpa boss